Remember?

I called P yesterday and learned that she had recovered. Good.

I had a chat with 硬漢 and told him I didn't feel P loved me. He disagreed. But a feeling is very personal, right? I think I can understand that. Love may be too luxurious to P. She is still struggling with the basic needs like food and shelter. Unlike 翠鳥 , she even doesn't bother to pretend. Once again, the woman I love doesn't love me. Isn't it a curse or what?