Tuesday, March 08, 2005
Man's Search for Meaning
Last evening, I finally managed to ask P for dinner at Laurel Restaurant. I asked her why she was busy for the whole day. She told me she was accompanying her little sister. Shame on me! She was not with another guy!
Anyway, this was the first time I met her without any sexual activities. Just dinner together. I am happy because I want to be an angel beside her, not just another patron. It is easier to say than to do. No matter how noble my intention is, I don't know how much I can help. Personally, I have a lot of constraints. And I don't know what I am aiming for or going after. Who am I? 周慕雲 in "花樣年華" or in "2046"? A gentleman or a playboy?
Laurel Restaurant
Anyway, this was the first time I met her without any sexual activities. Just dinner together. I am happy because I want to be an angel beside her, not just another patron. It is easier to say than to do. No matter how noble my intention is, I don't know how much I can help. Personally, I have a lot of constraints. And I don't know what I am aiming for or going after. Who am I? 周慕雲 in "花樣年華" or in "2046"? A gentleman or a playboy?
Laurel Restaurant
# posted by Birdie @ 9:36 AM 
